I left my husband yesterday and may not see him for about 4 more months. I had such a great time visiting him in London and seeing places we have never been to before. I try to see it as we are lucky that because we are apart so often the times that we are together are even more special and great! That is hard to do most of the time. While we have done this lengthy period apart before it actually feels more difficult this time. Hopefully because we have grown closer and our relationship better, and our work will keep us busy enough not to think too much about it. I am excited though to start this new journey and to be doing what it is I love to do!!!
I have been trying to take as many classes as I can to really get back into my training. Ballet and contemporary and working with as many different teachers so that i get the diversity and soak up everything. I want to grow even more as a dancer and some days you feel like there are so many things you need to fix that you will never get it…
Ballet technique is arbitrary and very difficult. It never becomes easy… it becomes possible.
Agnes de Mille
My life is one big crazy mess right now… I have decided that I am going to try to just love it! I get to be all over the place, exactly how I wanted. This month I have less than 2 weeks and then I am off to Boston for a weekend of dancing! After that I am leaving to go to London to visit my hubby for about 10 days. I come back in time for one of my oldest friends weddings and then I am off for rehearsals in Myrtle beach! Sometime at the end of October I fly to Niagara Falls, Canada for showtime!!! Dancing Queen and a Christmas show! I was starting to feel a little stressed about packing and running around all over the place and living out of a suitcase, but then I realized I like being busy! and I like traveling. This is what I want, to be constantly going! And I will be performing regularly again! I honestly can’t wait for that! So I am happy. Even though I am away from my husband and unsure of when we will be together again for good, I am happy with my semi chaotic life….